Youre my last

2010-04-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

I hope u will be happy alright ! do take care my girl !

time to move MOVE move

Hello world ! ~

2009-12-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

This blog is so dead. It should be updated at least a bit for now. Anyway, Jessie here.

Mason has been busy with his school projects and his weekend job recently. This boy had been busy till he had fell sick and dint attend school for four days last week. Tsk tsk. Well, on the other hand, he's being poor thing so I shouldn't "tsk" him, right?

He's currently doing his coding project and playing webcam with me online. He suck at multi-tasking. HAHAHA. LOL MADLY @MASONRIN.

K, I'm dead-boring. Let's hope he'll update soon. Stay tune.

xxx

Hard days work

2009-11-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

WOAH ! SO TIRED NOW ! just finished my Assignment 1 ! GOSH ! thanks to JESSIE FOR HER HELP MAN ! GREAT HELP U GAVE ME !

ANIWAE finally done my report !

a totall of 23 PAGE LONG !

OMG ! So tired typing and researching !

CIAOS

...............

2009-11-07T07:30:00.002+08:00

SHINGZ YOU MAN !

平时不做亏心事，半夜敲门也不正惊

CHEENA POST ! woot ! rofls ! this PROVES I AM NOT CLB ! still can write nice chinese phrase.

going to work soon man ! boring ! why ? cause no money bo bian have to work.....
seriously no mood to work one lurh DAMN !

JIAYOUS MASON! YOU CAN DO IT ! u can pull through all this ! even duh its starting to break you down ! ALL THIS THIS AND THIS !

CIAOS ~

LOL!

2009-10-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

LOUSY WEEK !

i fking hate sch i tell u ! seriously

lousy fk course

works starts this sat =(

parkway lei ! damn far from my hse man !
working for juzz1 APPLE STORE !!! ^^V

Loves my baby !~

FINE DAY!~

2009-10-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

Today went out with bi to orchard to walk walk shopping ! hahaha dear brought alot of things and so did i ! muahahah XD

aniwae dear brought several things for me which is so sweet for her ! hahahas bud i know she will heartpain!

sooo dear if ure seeing this ! if u want me return u the money for the clothes dun shy k! come ask from me !
i will transfer it back to u^^v

either ways ! my GF is theeeee BEST !

Cheque is coming tmr!
also my new PHONE ! Muahahhaa

Loves jessie !

!~BYE

For those who duno the word TIONGXIM!

2009-10-16T00:50:00.001+08:00

DIE BITCHES !~

2009-10-13T17:13:00.002+08:00

Ystr went out with bi to parkway to buy her a 32GB ipod TOUCH ! WOOHOOO !

den went to tamp to shop ! bud gt a surprise finding ! her red HELLOLULU BAG ! woot ! finally ! i search high and low for the bag man! went to so mani places just to find for her ! end up tamp have 2 WTF !

hahaha
in the end darling was a happy girl ! got all the things she wanted ! even her handphone screen protecter and a case !

next ting to buy is her ipod case ^^V

total damage todae ! hmm 600$ i guess ! hahahas
bud nvm ! shes worth way more den that ! like literally PRICELESS ! hahahaha
and the love she gives is COUNTLESS !

i love her !

CIAOS !

Worried sick

2009-10-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

my dear ah my dear is sickk ! i sent her home that time she was still quite alright only a mild sore throat ! until after she start having fever symtoms ! OMGOSH !

Hope shes resting well ! i am worried sick ! reach home faster charge phone and msg her already bud she already aslp =(

hope shes alright ! i am worried sick about her

CIAOS ~

5th MTH!~

2009-10-06T14:25:00.001+08:00

ITS YET another month with darling !~

so much more to go ! shes coming to my hse LTR WOOT!~ cant wait to see her ! gosh ! i am sooo hungry !

lets hope she dabao for me ~

CIAOS~

2009-09-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

My blog is Dead Yet again ! hahahahs
will update soon bah ! work work work ~
gonna work selling mooncakes at taka B2 ^^v

CIAOS~

Our Special Day

2009-09-06T23:29:00.004+08:00

Dear Baby ! Today is our 4th month anniversary ! did u forget ! hahahaha u like never remember anything hor! paiseh cuz i run out of pink paper no time go buy new set of dem soo cant fold the promised 30 hearts for u! bud next mth double with interest one wun be late i promise k ? <3 u baby ! ure my baby alwaes ! sry for being so pissed just now cuz like suddenli alot things my internet and stuffs and summre u seem to have forgotten about our special day.

Today earli in morning went down to BABY hse to pei her ! hahahs ! so happy to see her after 2 days ! HAHAHAS going to celebrate our 4th mth tmr with BABY by going OUT! which we usually do duh not much special =X

bud either way i am soo happy to see my BABY GF !
Thanks BABY GIRL FOR EVERTHING! the past 4 months have its ups and downs. hahahas bud we manage to pull through and hope it goes on like this soo smooth and happy and stuffs ! =)

Love u alwaes baby ~

CIAOS

FK

2009-08-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

CIAOS

2009-08-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

Ystr wasnt a very gd day ! well ! my dear wasnt feeling very gd ! had a tiff ! and i hope shes alright ! i love u ! i alwaes will ! forever and ever ! urs one and only !

My dearest darling is sick ! and i cant pei her at her hse ! GOSH ! her mum doesnt noe about me ! ARGH ! nvm tmr i will dedicate my whole day for her ! hopes she get well sn !!!

and i nidda lend her casio camera from her ! =D

CIAOS


If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Girl, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Girl, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Girl, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Girl, my love will get you home,
Girl, my love will get you home.

Storm is coming!~

2009-08-24T11:46:00.007+08:00

EXAMS ~~~~~

i am soo damn stressed now ! having a exam ltr at 230 ! gosh ! this is a killa ! hope evrything goes well ! studying now while my class ppl are playing games ! gosh ! thts sooo damn distracting !

i read my baby's blog archieves just now ! literally EVRYTHING ! hahaha too bo liao liao mah ! hahahas bud i see alot of her past from dere ! hahaha ! well ! all i can say is she changed alot ! hahahas !

aniwae back to Studying ! gosh ! came over here to blog for min ! hahahhaa too bored le ! have to destress ! have to get my mind off nonsenses ! DAMN ! its clogging up vital spaces for my DSAG ! hahahas wth ! the brain is sooo small ! as said by dear ! i have the world's most pea sized brain ! hahahs ! long ago le this declaration ! and shes still saying i am stupid dumb plus idiot hahaha ! bud i dun mind it at all as long as shes happy ^^ !

aniwae ! EXAM coming liao ! time to hug buddha leg !

dear ah dear ! dun soo moody urh ! all the things u wanna buy will be brought one either ppl ur frnds song u or u ownself save up buy lurh ! just dun be sooo worried over all this things ! ^^ Cheer up! XDD

how i wish i was darn rich ! den i can buy dear evrything tht she wants =(

CIAOS

Dawn~!

2009-08-23T21:31:00.004+08:00

it is just the beginning !

Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us - Earl Nightingale

Woah todae met up with dar to go out study ! earli in morning jiu go out liao ! den after reaching her hse the market dere da bao carrot cake and the mix mix drink go her hse eat ! after that we went to take bus to TPY which is liek damn near ! few stops onli! dear hse liek near to literally every whre luhr ! so good lurh ! ask my mum move dere ! even if it means moving into a smaller flat ! i guess prolly maybe have to move hse soon ! why ? cuz of my useless dad! starting to hate him more n more ! evrything he do is just so Zzzzz!

either way ! we originally wanted to go TPY lib to study for tmr's exam one ! bud end up in the end dere no space ! mac dere also no space sooo go to the braddell macdonald which is quite near ! few stops away ! hahahs ! after that dear went off to meet her parents to go eat beef steamboat while i mrt-ed home myself ! hahahs

boring sia the journey ! i bounced to marina bay den back ! damn stupid ! regret doing it liao ! cuz i lz stand ! see opposite train so mani ppl ! hahas just reached home not long ago ! now waiting to call my dear ! boring to max ! got no motivation to study for my Exams at alllll! gosh ! this sux ! either way ! good luck to me ! hope tmr exam i noe how to do and dun fail ! *PRAY HARD*

sians my camera ! still no camera ! my father ! hais no hope ! popi my mum tio toto more chance !

aniwae I LOVE U DARLING JESSIE SYX ! X33333

Ciaos~

MOVIE Frenzyy~

2009-08-21T20:44:00.002+08:00

Wowness !

i have caught Countless movies with my dearest JESSIE ! liek alot of movies ! i tihnk i can do review on dem liao hahhas
and i noticed all our movies we watch at CATHAY ! ownage ! cathay supporter ! ><

we had watched orphan, district 9, where got ghost, GI joe, murdere(guo fu cheng tht show),UP 3d, Overheard, Ice age 3D and non 3D. the rest are older ones oreadi ! lol lol lol ! lots of movies ! literally all tht came out we watched hahahahas !

todae just went to watch District 9 ! its very very nice ! the plot is gd is are the effects in the show! kinda of shocked when i noe it was a low budget film ! the effects are comparable to those CGI films. maybe not hahahas ! bud the show is nice though ! hahahas

where got ghost also damn damn funny ~! some may not find it funny if u duno dialects , lots of dem inside ! hahahahs bud the show damn funny siols ! jackneo film are indeed nice ! hahahs ! UP is also not bad ! bud i prefer toy story series ! those are the onli ones i liked !

overhead is another nice show ! the plot beri nice ! orphan also not bad ! bud b4 watching we oreadi noe the story so ! not realli tht refreshing ! murderer was nice ! the climax and the plot wasnt wad i expected ! the child was quite hahaha IMBAL ! lol !

either way ! i watched alot of the movies this week and the previous weeks hahs enjoyed the week fully with my dearest ! met her evrysingle day ! hahahas ! study week nth do mah !

tmr going to meet my darling to study at some places which we haven decided yet. then we are going to STUDY! mason is hardworking

CIAOS ~

HOHO! DEAD BLOG

2009-08-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

MY blog has been dead and i dun think its gonna get any REVIVAL of any sort until i get my camera and snap some shots of things happening ! now liek no pictures also no motivation to blog ! hahahas

DEAR ah dear ! lend me ur camera ! lol ! going to HUG DAD's leg ask him buy me SE phone liao ! bth with my LG PHONE liao !

Hello World

2009-08-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

Heading to the cinema now. Catching UP3D :) Shall blog again when I reach home :)

SCHEDULE SCHEDULE SCHEDULE ~

2009-08-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

SCHEDULE
Tonite : Do finish Brochure ( Front and back )
Tmr : HEHE !
Monday : Do GRDV and Status Report !
Tueday : Study for Lab Test and Lab Test !
Wednesday : Do law article Report !
thurday : do law article report !
Friday ! FINISHED ! slack ! find dear Go watch movie =DD

Hope everything goes well for my GRDV which is of most concern now ! GOSH ! if i were to fail i would have to retain to half a year ! 4.1 ! one semester just for one subject ! 1 k plus school fees ! i dun wanna waste my mum's money ! will try my best to pass it ! XDDD

LOVES MY BABY GIRL ! ~

CIAOS~

2 in 1 Post

2009-08-02T18:56:00.006+08:00

I decided to put both my post into 1 ! although the length dint increase at all ! lawl !
Either way ! its still a post ! muahahahaha

okie, ystr which is saturday ! was Boring and not going well ! so is today !
Hais ! bad week ! i think the following week would prolly end up worse ! hais ! lots of DEADLINES
*depressed*

Saturday Din do much ! was watching movie ! watched the Race to witch mountain and some documentary from my favorite channel in SCV ! Discovery channel! best channel siak! every interesting =D

den evening started to do my MAYA ! screwing the legoman! figure 3 hr still cannot figure how to parent the hand to the body without it deforming when u rotate it ! Uber stressed sia!
the whole night evrything dint go well at all! evrything seem so against me ! Lousy DAY ! duno why evrything seem to screw me ! i am at my limits oreadi ! going to have a emotional breakdown sn ! hais ! evrything seem so luan now!either way ! i slept very late! arund 3plus 4 i forgot den went to sleep ! lie on bed immediately aslp liao!

sunday morning earli earli jiu wake up liao ! woke up jiu start doing my MAYA immediately ! cause i dreamt of my assignment the previous night ! Dreamt of the solution to the problem which i spent 3 hrs doing ! how great is that ! i learn it in my dream !!! WTF? hahahaha truely amazing sia ! i can dun study liao ! evrydae at home dream jiu can learn liao! ROFLS ! had other bad dreams which woke me up between 4 , 6 , and 730 ! hahahas ! consecutive nightmares ! too stresssed over this maya assignment oreadi i guess !

I starting doing my animation after solving the legoman issue ! spent the whole afternoon doing the default story board ! dint even complete half of all the animation that needs to be done ! deadline is Friday ! RELAX i tell myself ! den went to play fish a fish to destress ! LOL ! ate some lunch and continue doing after 1 hr break ! Phew feel so much better after having a rest. evrything went smoothly until i kena the LEGENDARY ! BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH! Laptop CRASHED !

OMG WTF ! KNNB CCB PCB ! all the vulgar come out ! why ? cuz i nvr save ! whole morning work ! POOF ! gone in 5 seconds ! WOOT ! how great is that ! restart computer ! redo lurh ! TMD ! mood go BONKERS again ! stupid laptop ! i treating it with TLC now ! i plug in HDD also slowly poke in! scared laptop PAIN ltr blue screen again ! now i li hai liao ! save every 1 min ! kia si liao !
who see ghost oreadi still not scared dark ( Chinese phrase)

HEHE ! after doing the saving stunt and the TLC to my laptop ! evrything seems fine now ! i think the laptop TOUCHED at my gentle treatment to it ! now also no Blue screen liao ! hahahas ! Listening to emo songs certainly dun help in motivating me to do my MAYA ! so listened to some happy chinese songs ! long time nvr hear liao ! miss those times ! hahahas
continued doing my MAYA ! its BORING ! i animated the legoman to kick the ball and also the ball bouncing to the flour sack ! also the flour sack investigating the ball! heh ! some pictures =D

hahahas almost done now !
Friday gt presentation soo took a picture in toilet ^^

Anyway my dear is back in singapore OREADI ! WAHOOO! missing her soooo sooo sooo much ! sry for alwaes making u pekcek or angry ! ill work on it yea! make sure i dun make u angry as much as i can ! bear with me alright!

LOVE MY BABY

CIAOS~

Friday

2009-07-31T19:20:00.002+08:00

Time to blogged ! promised my dear that i would blog evryday !

i am missing my dear sooo much now ! GOSH !

Today is FRIDAY ! WEEKENDS !WOOTS ! stay home weekends again -_=
why ? Homework lurh ! projects and assignments ! especially the IN3D and the GRDV projs
Killer man those subjects.
anyway today wasnt that eventful at all ! woke up earli earli in the morning ! 630 ! first time i wake up so earli ! den got ready to go to sch all those ! REACH SCH AT 803 CAN U BELIEVE IT ! 8 AM i reach sch oreadi ! i 915 on the dot reach kinda of person ! cant believe i reach so earli !

waited for tht bloody fu yuan who sae will reach after next stop ! CB ! wait 20 min haven reach ! fking scammer ! cheat my feeling ! make me sit at mushroom liek retard lidat !
after athat went off to change to my formal attire ! took a picture and sent it to dear dear !
hahahas !

the presentation was not bad ! except the QnA section ! got one fking bitch keep see the notes and shoot us ! she not even the question team ! duno she come for fk ! she go fk tree lah hor ! fking buang bitch ! idiot sia ! bth this kind of girl !

after that bored liek hell ! duno doing wad in sch ! Bored likeeeaaaa hell ! den 2 went to LAW TUT ! teacher ZZzzzzz arrived liek 30 min late or sumthin ! the lecturer actualli not bad siak ! quite funny guy ! i kinda of like him ! not bad at teaching !

either way ! went off to find Cheeyong the WEAKEST to sit bus back woodlands ! he accompany me take 912 den i go alter my pants ! suppose to collect it tmr ! bud i lz ! maybe monday den go collect bah ! hahhas oops !

went home after that ! wanted to go skate one bud end up nvr go ! cuz my dad dun wan send me dere ! fk sia ! lz PORK!
tsk tsk tsk
no mood to do my IN3D maya project !
i am worrying for dear ! she hasnt msg me after i charge my phone after it went flat in sch ! damn ! hope shes okie !! cant wait for her reply ! i literally spam her msg !

I miss her lots ! cant wait to see her on monday !

LOVES HER LOTS

CIAOS

BadNight

2009-07-31T00:09:00.003+08:00

Pls cheer up my dear
no matter what way it comes
i just want u to be happy !
and i will alwaes Love u ! alwaes be dere for u !

Sleepy SLeepy Sleepy

2009-07-30T09:59:00.003+08:00

Today woke up from the wrong side of the bad i think!
not realli very gd mood ! not at all !

however the past few days have been spending with my dear when i have the time ! actualli planned to do my work one bud in the end also no motivation to do at all !

i duno wads happening to me ! i am happy yet sometimes i get this emotional change ! sumthin must be wrong up my head !
i knew sumthin must have been damaged up my head when i had a high fever when i was young.

i duno whats wrong with me man ! i feel so disoriented !
I am in class now and i am staring at totally nothing ! thats why i came to Blog ! muahahahs !

not feeling so great now, mood wise ! duh i have a slight sore throat duh ! hahahas

dear is doing her Worksheet and i am bored
totally nth to do ! lz to do my Animation. Damn ! shit the school totally Lost interest In the school oreadi ! i lost wad is needed to keep me going in school ! DAMN TP and the Idiot thts irritating me now

HEH ! planned to go movies with dear ltr ! watching muderer prolly ! = )))

CIAOS~

skateeeeeee

2009-07-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

Tired Day ! learnt sun today ! woot ! i feel damn bad for pangsehing my dear !

sry BABY ! hope u can join me to skate =D ><

tired sia blog tmr

me love baby lots

ciaos~

IMM A GOOD BOI!

2009-07-26T23:02:00.007+08:00

Staying home so much lately ! hahaha ! literally Stay home evry weekend !WTF? boring siak ! bud ystr did went out duh

ystr went out in the afternoon at arund 1+ den went to take 966 to Dear's hse ! the journey is so excruciating ! want to slp on the bus ! Reached dear's hse area went off to da bao ! brought Dear CHAR QUEY TIAO ! and nasilemak for myself. also brought this YUAN YAN drink , GRASS JELLY + SOYA MILK ! hahah ! special siak ! nice to drink =D

=D then then ! go her hse eat ! slack sleep ! damn tired siols ! tiring day ! watch movie on her com played some games den went out after dear bathed all those ! arund 5 den go out !

den when we reached bus stop den i realise i forget to get my watch and wrist band ! left at DEAR HSE ! omgosh ! in the end went back to took it ! SRY DEAR ! hai u cannot go flea !

aniwae we went VIVO to walk walk ! Vivo's daiso is not much diff from plaza sing ! din brought much ! onli one dispenser , and one hamburger lunch box from action city i think

ate at KFC !

Went home at arund 10 ! sent dear home den i went home myself! home at arund 1 =D

i seriously need a job now ! being poor sux mani ! work have to come ! dun wanna depend on my mum so much ! seldom take money from her liao ! =D !

Hope i find a job soon !

Woot ! got inspired by scootee twitter ! went to find images of cars and found Lamborghini reventon, Super duper imbal Nice ! it looks like a jet !

aniwae did some Maya today which is liek total BOREDEMM! i seriously think sch is a fking waste of my time.
this building took me liek 4 hrs to make -_= fking nub sia !

Sians ! haven done my GADS which i was suppose to ! DAMN I am gonna be killed by my team mates !

Last but not least ! thanks dear for everything ! ure the best of the best ! have no doubt ! u will be the best EVER ! and the One and only Last GF i will ever have !

Prolly wun have much chance to meet my dear ! i am not very sure about it ! i wanna meet her bud my work are all piling up like duno wad ! damn thts Stressful ! So looking forward to meeting her ! gonna try to squeeze some time tmr so that i can meet up with her !

ME LOVE U LOTS !

CIAOS~

~~~

2009-07-25T10:56:00.000+08:00

Today ish going out with dear ! =D

her mood seems bad now !
hmm ! hope she cheer up soon !

I love her lots

will update tonight.=D

CIAOS

Hardworking Boy

2009-07-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

I have been a great student lately ! turning up for all lessons, doing assignments way before the exam ! and even studied 2 days before my DSAG Lab test ! wowness ! amazed at my level of obedience to sch ! SCREW EDUCATION !

arghs ! now i have to get my Sociology Essay done ! GOD DAMMIT !

is pissed of my hair ! its growing sooo damn slowly ! GOD DAMMIT !

ARGH ! dammit damn damn damn damn ! screw it ! life sux

DAMN ! now voice calling my dear on MSN ! =D

loves ! ~

CIAOS

ECLIPSE !~

2009-07-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

TODAY ECLIPSE ! I SAW IT U KNOW !

LOL IN MY DREAMS ! the time it happened i was still sleeping ! see wad !
singapore cannot see also ! summre raining ! so gd to sleep sia !

woke up first at 630pm ! woken up by a bloody alarm ! duno why in my rm ! kns !

den 2nd time woke up at 730 ! dad woke me up ! ask me gt go sch not ! after such long time still ask me on a wednesday morning !

den woke up at 830 ! message dear ! den went back to sleep!
afterwards just keep waking up and sleeping back until arund 11 !

woke up to watch "HULA GIRLS" movie online ! for my sociology project ! i swear the show is bloody lame i tell u ! omg man

soon after went school to do proj den after tht class BLAH BLAH BLAH !

after class stayed back to do CMSK ! den played abit of games den went IKEA to meet BABY!
SENT BABY HOME ! KISSED HER ALOT ! AND WENT HOME !

tired oreadi ! fingers lz ! blogged summre on sat =D hehe
TMR PRESENTATION ! =(

CIAOS

Hardworking Mason

2009-07-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HARDWORKING ! studying my DSAG Code ! i tmr must rush my proj CMSK ! so i try to do some tonite ! hehe ! got to finish earli so i can meet up with DEAR TMR night at her hse ! muahahahaahahahahha ! lol

DSAG making me siao lei hahaha BTH !

going back to my Studies le !

HARD WORKING ME

CIAOS

2009-07-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

AIYO BABY ! sry for making u feel so moody todae neh !

its all becuz i love u ! so much so much so much ! no words can describe it ! i noe u do too ! <3

Aniwae dear is getting me all addicted to KOREAN SONGS ! bye bye to JROCK ! alice nine ! and cheena singers !

hahaahs ! music is alwaes on the move ! bud my love will stay as it is ! alwaes in love with u ! alwaes and forever ! ure my forever !

LOVE BABY JESSIE

TIME TO STUDY FOR DSAG ! OMGOSH ! hope many ppl dun understand also ! all die tgt with me *evil laughs* MUAHAHAHAS ! wth ! soo chek ark sia me ! i feel happy tht my dear sort her things out ! so much i wish i could hug her tightly so that she feel happy again ! hugs just does wonders ! embracing u in my arms is a thing that i cannot live without !

HOHOHO! DSAG TIME ! maybe not ! hehe slack slack slack hehe ! tmr morning den pray hard to god to help me LOL! *last min hug buddha leg*

CIAOS

2009-07-20T17:46:00.001+08:00

LAB TEST DSAG TMR !

and i have to study for it !

bud i have no motivation to do so ! how ?

Ciaos

2009-07-20T01:45:00.002+08:00

i am getting so over sensitive nowodays man ! OH GOSH ! i just care for her sooo sooo much

i duno if shes still feeling wrong or anithin bud she seem fine most of the time !

hope that wrong feeling in her would just FADE away and she can be rest assured with all my love

and care she can ever get from me ! EVRYTHING HERS !

shes just the perfect one for me ! I LOVE HER ALOT ! X333

i cant slp thats why came to post a short post !

school is starting sn and its FKING BORING ! fk sch and its students ! oops i am inside ! SHARKS ! tmr wearing beanie to class ! hope it looks fine ! cuz hair cui cannot dun wear =P

either way ! i going to force my self to slp now ! its late and baby is dreaming of her bag and someone giving it to her ! hopfully its ME !

Loves~

Ciaos

Die lah!

2009-07-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

DSAG is the G_G oreadi lah ! CHAM !

sians ! i feel so bad for not being able to buy stuffs for my dear while other guy does ! hahaha isit me being oversensitive or anithin !
well either way ! imm looking for a Weekend job ! prolly would be selling ice cream for the time being ! i duno ! i need CASH ! i need MONEY ! i got alot things nid to buy for both myself and my dear !

Loves her ! TSK ! i getting so possessive sometimes !

BRACE MYSELF FOR A WEEK OF NON STOP ACTION ! LOL SCH AND EDUCATION SUCKS BALLS

CIAOS

2009-07-19T16:08:00.001+08:00

Quote of the day :

Only two things are infinite,
the universe and human's stupidity

Stay home Sunday !

2009-07-19T13:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was stay home saturday today is stay home sunday =D

i still beri emo about my hair ! sians ! =(

aniwae todae is suppose to stay home to study MY DSAG ! got lab test on tue !

sians ! =(

starting to hate sch sooo much mans

starting my DSAG studying now !

while dear is watching her Harry potter ! shes literally talking harry potter ! hahhaaha
damn funni siak ! lol !
Loves her lots

Ciaos

Stay home Saturday !

2009-07-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

Todae i Stayed at home ! didnt went anywhere at all !

totally nowhere ! literally stayed in my rm for liek 12 hours straight !
my goodness thts BAD !

i think i would prolly die in from of the computer or sumthing !

anyway i had been planning on my week's scedule ! looking at all those deadline closing towards me liek a bunch of loan sharks chasing me with PARANGS!
either way ! i have got 3 major things this week ! firstly is my Sociology presentation which is on Friday. CMSK presentation which is on Thur and also i have got the DSAG lab test on Tue !
Action packed week isnt it !
thus i had planned my week this way !

Monday : School till 1 pm -> go home study for DSAG till i slp

Tuesday : Go sch take test and regular lesson which ends at 5 -> do CMSK project presentation slides with Chuang guang

Wednesday : Reach school by 12 meet up with Fuyuan and other grp members to do Sociology presentation slides

thursday : School till 1 pm -> complete sociology stuffs and alter pants and get my formal clothing ready. ( prolly would find dear for dinner or sumthin and buy tix for tmr).

Fridae : sociology presentation till 11 den law lessons till 4 -> after that meet dear for movie at eHUB, watch harry potter.

Anyway ! i love my Girlfrnd alot ! i realli would miss her much since i wouldnt get to meet her wadsoever for so long ! TSK! sch sux !

aniwae ! Loves U JESSIE !

CIAOS

Mason is a HAPPY GUY !

2009-07-18T13:07:00.002+08:00

Well ! my hair is SCREWED ! seriously screwed !

first i got fked by a hair dresser by my fringe being cut into a bangs style . den u went to cut so it wouldnt look so weird and it got worse !

FK ALL THOSE HAIR DRESSERS ! FK DEM SERIOUSLY !

damn pissed over my hair lurh !

lucky i still gt my beanie to wear ! if not die ! how to jian ren lidat !
bud either way ! i gonna leave dem back ! nth can get my hair back ! =( nid to make it grow back faster liao !

aniwae ystr went to find dear when she ate at sakae with my bangs =( evryone has been laffing at me since morning ! TSK ! hate tht hair (thts why i cut it and it got worse) den after that went with dear and evelyn(her classmate) to starbucks at civic
sat dere and talk all day till arund liek 1040 ! whooot ! dint had such great chatting session since last year Xmas eve .

haahaha either way ! I LOVE MY BABY ! shes the best in the whole wide BLOODY FK UP WORLD !HEHE ! her hug and kisses just does wonders ! =)))
nothin makes me more happy when i am with her

p.s DEAR whens our next L4D session !?!?

Ciaos

Fun day~

2009-07-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

Todae woke up fairly late ! slept liek at 5 last nite i think ! cuz the bloody hair nvr dry ! DAMMIT !

den todae wanted to go sch one ! upon 2nd tot i dint went ! went to RP to find my Girlfrnd instead ! went up to her class level den was waiting around dere and saw my last time de frend again ! i think my frnd cannot reconize me ! cuz nvr said hi to each other ! either way ! went into her class after her teacher left den ask her to pei me go down buy food to eat ! dear told me the nasi lemak nice so i brought that to eat !!

went up with her den stay in her class doing some random stuffs while i eat ! we left RP at around 5 to take 169 with dear and evelyn to AMKHUB !

caught ICE AGE 3D =D cool siak ! especially the 3 dino ! TEEE REX damn CUTE sia !
after that went to eat with asian cafe i think !

the food dere isnt realli nice duh !

went off after that to send dear home and bused home !

now ish the at home going to do my proposal ! which i am reluctant to do ! nvm tmr den do hehe !

i have got the BEST Girlfrnd in the world !!!!!!

CIAOS

pain~

2009-07-14T01:19:00.002+08:00

痛

2009-07-14T00:11:00.001+08:00

The Awful feeling thats so hard to swallow !
The heartache thats so hard to heal !

i LOVE U MY DEAR ! please dun be sian !
makes me sian seeing u sian !

me loves u mani !

CIAOS

Continue~

2009-07-13T03:47:00.002+08:00

i feeling so down now ! no mood to slp or anithin else !
dear slp oread i guess ! dint reply me since 210.
hope shes slping properly and well ! shes got UT TMR! she needs the slp !
i am going to go brush and bath den go
lie on my bed forcing my self to slp

Ciaos

Painful Night !

2009-07-13T01:33:00.016+08:00

Firstly, i am really sry to have made u angry just now and at the time when ur mood is so low.

Its been 2 months and a week since we got together already ! throughout this time i had been making u angry sad emotional and stuffs like that i am very regretful for being so foolish and being so stupid all this time ! i am such a idiot to have done so many childish and idiotic things to make u angry.

this mistakes done by me are not forgivable ! ure my GF and i should have known that ure sensitive and that i should have looked out for it as a duty of a boifrnd ! i failed at it badly ! i sucha lousy boifrnd for u ! i feel so guilty for making u cry and making u angry all this time ! even when ure having ur period i provoked and made u angry ! i feel so stupid for doing so !

u told me alot of things today when ure angry ! u told me i could have done a better job as a boifrnd how much i failed badly as ur boifrnd ! it hurted me soo deeply and so painful to have heard that i was worse den even alvin ! i am so sry to have been such a lousy boifrnd ! not caring for u enough to just keep tht vibrant smile hanging up on ur face.

i just love to see u laugh and see u smile ! i manage to make u happy the day b4 when we went out and i was sooo delighted that i finally was able to make my GF laugh so happily ! i wished that i had learnt this ablity to make u smile and laugh all the time ! bud my humour is just too much for one to take ! too over board ! and its just soo stupid of me !

i feel liek dying ! i feel so pain now ! i feel so sad and depressed ! i dint want u to feel out of love ! we had been quarrel much lately and i had been blaming myself since ! why couldnt i jsut done better ! we were tgt for 2 mths oreadi yet i still dun totally unds u which i shuld have ! i dint took the effort to find out wad exactly was u expecting from me which is totally unforgivable as a bf i shuld have done my very best to find out.

it was me that made u sad. it was me that made u angry, i am just so sry and nth i do can reverse the effect of the damaged i had cause on u. maybe u did regret having me as ur boifrnd bud i am very sure i did not regret having u as my Girlfrnd ! ure the best i can ever find and the best i would ever find on this very earth and the rest of the universe !

i wish i was like edwin being so sweet and stuffs like that ! i had read all those emails he sent u ! ever single one of dem ! i was shocked at how great he treated u and comparing myself to him ! I failed greatly ! i feel that i hadnt treated u right how u deserved ! i feel that i am sucha lousy boifrnd ! imma such a loser ! and now i noe why u said that !

i know that u loved me alot and i do so too ! i had love u even more den evryone else in the past ! even my 2 year ex ! i fell so deep and soo hard into love with u and i nvr ever gonna get myself up again ! ever! ure just so perfect for me ! i just wish i was the perfect one for u too ! bud apparently i wasnt that perfect after all ! making u cry worrying for me ! sad for the things i did ! and angry for nth bud my stupidity ! i was i could have been smarter and i wish i could have been better bf ! i promised myself to try harder to improve on myself to work on myself so that i could see that vibrant smile on ur cute face again.

Its my fault for not being understanding ! if i were to be more understaning maybe u would have told me evrything that u dun feel good about ! and evry thing that i had done was for u and that i love u so much.

i just wish i was alwaes dere for u to hug ! i dun mind u throwing ur anger and venting it on me ! but i realise that the one that made u angry in the first place. i am so ashamed being ur bf and i am the only one that had been making u so angry all this time. i am realli regretful about that.

i don mind if ure sensitive ! ure that all along and i know that ! i dint even mind that ! its me that should be more careful whenever i do something. Being sensitive showed me how much u cared about me and how much i matter to u ! it realli hurts me to hear u think that ure not the girl tht i wanted. ure the girl i want and the only girl i would ever want ! ure the ONE AND ONLY that i would be with for the rest of my life ! as long as i live i would love u ! my love for u is ever increasing ! even though we might quarrel and u might be sensitive ! i still love u sooo much !

i was really shocked when u said i duno u at all ! i did know u ! just that i dint noe u totally ! not evrything ! bud i am in the process of knowing evry single thing that u like and dislike ! its realli hard to know evrything if u dun tell me how u feel inside ! it would help if u pour out evrything to me rather den keeping ur worries and pain inside of u making u feel worse and making me feel worse seeing u like this !

i am a beri paranoid guy and its how i am! i think alot whenever u say things liek who who who is gd who who who is sweet ! i get affected just so much ! then when u start to do things like not wanting to hold my hand and not wanting to talk to me den i would over react and make u angry again ! sometimes ure just trying to get my attention and maybe just joking bud i took it over seriously cuz i just cared too much for u !

i sometimes feel so depressed thinking i could have been a better bf for u and that if someone had treated u better u would be snatched away from me ! this jsut haunts me and motivate me to treat u even better den be4 bud i still wasnt treating u the way u expected from me which was jsut sooo disappointing for u !

sometimes i hope u would just pour evrything that ure thinking to me so i could be a better bf. i hope that i was the onli one that u would complain to. i hope that i was the onli one that u would ever love. i hope that i would be with u forever. i hope that i am the onli shoulder u would ever lie on. i hope that i the one that u would listen to on the phone evrynite b4 u slp. i hope i would alwaes be the one u think of b4 u slp. i hope that i am the one u can count on alwaes.

all this hopes are supposed to be accomplished ! bud i just screwed myself for being sucha a lousy bf ! not noticing even the obvious ! i know that u love me alot! and u noe that i love u alot too ! i want to be the one tht care for u the most ! i want u to be walking tgt with me hand in hand tgt through all ur problems !

i really hope it would work out between us cuz my eyes are onli set on u and ure the one that i would be in long term relationship with. i would give in to ur evry need and i would be the onli one that u would ever love ! ure the last person on this earth that i would ever LOVE ! this is the final and only person that will recieve my love and my care and evrythin else ! LAST AND ONLY !

whenever i see a name of a guy appearing on ur blog ! in ur inbox ! its just heart ripping ! especially if its those guys that like u ! i jsut felt this huge rush of jealousy ! i duno if i was too sensitive ! bud no matter who i just get jealous ! excluding those that u had explain ur relation with dem ! i just cared so much on who u talking with who was doing wad ! who u have been complaining to ! it just made me think soo much becuz i cared so much for u!

i really regret doing so much stupid things that made u angry ! even duh it might be mild mistakes bud its nt forgivable for me to hurt u time and time again ! i am just soo naive to think that u would forgive me after i apologize ! i know damaged is done and nothing can reverse it ! i am soo regretful for whatever bad thing that i have done ! being ur boifrnd would be nth less den perfection and nothing bud pure sweetest to u ! i wasnt able to do it bud i hope one day i would be able to fufil all the things u want from a boifrnd ! i want to stay tgt with u ! tgt now alwaes and forever ! my love for u will nvr fade ! nvr be lost ! nvr decrease even if urs for me did ! its reasonable after all the hurt i had caused u !

i noe now no amount of sunflower and drawings can help mend the damaged i had caused u ! i am willing to do anithing just to make sure ur smile comes back to u ! ur having alot of problems lately oreadi and i dun want u to feel worse either ! i know ur family isnt going well and ure feeling very vexed about it ! worry about our relationship problems is just adding oil to the fire ! i am really sry about that !

i not good enuf for u maybe ! bud no matter what happens i would work to be better ! no matter what happens! i would be dere for u all the time ! alwaes ready to be dere ! i admitted that its impossible to be 24 / 7 ready bud i would make sure its to my maximum ability that i would be dere for u alwaes !!

u know that i would alwaes be ready to give u a big warm tigh hug whenever u need it ! i just hope i had stayed near u so that i would alwaes be within ur reach ! i promise that i would be a better bf ! and i know i had made that promise b4 bud i did work very hard on it ! i swear!

sometimes words from my mouth aint wad it was suppose to mean ! i sometimes phrase my sentence wrongly to make u think that i doubt ur love or anithin of that sort ! bud i have totally no doubt about ur love ! and i know u treated me the best that no one else have ! i am the onli one tht recieve this special treatment from u ! and i noe it !.

i just hope we would work it out and one day i would understand u totally and from then on making u smile and laff evry single day would make me extremely happy and satisfied too !

its not that i totally noe nthin about u ! i know u liek taking photos, i noe u liek baby 1 and baby 2, i noe u liek those NUM stuffs, i noe u liek nice dresses, i noe u liek the fried quey tiao from ur hse market dere, i noe u liek horror movies(alduh u are scared), i noe u dun mind action packed movies,i know that u dun like me talking to other girls. u dun liek me to be hanging out arund with other girls without u knowing who they are. i noe u get angry easily, i noe that u are insecure that u duno what is happening to me in TP. i noe that when i reply slowly u feel sians thinking wad i am doing, i noe that u love me alot and care for me alot . i noe that ur family is not treating u the way u shuld. i noe ur problems with ur frnds. i noe u liek sunflower. i noe u liek me to hug to and be dere for u alwaes i noe u would like me to be able to hang arund and mix with ur friend. i noe u wish our r/s would last. i noe u done alot for mee too which i din see and u dint told me. i noe u have been trying beri hard too to maintain the relationship. i noe u liek my perfume thats why i have been putting it on whenever i see u. i noe u are afraid of cats and cockroaches. i noe u dun liek to drink medicine. i noe u dun bitter stuffs . i noe u liek chilli and ketchup both at the same time depending on wad food u eat. i noe u liek root bear rather den coke. i noe u liek ribena sparkling. i noe u dun liek gas drinks . i noe u liek those helium balloons. i noe u liek DOMO. i noe u like blogshopping and blog hopping. i noe u liek to slp . i noe u fall aslp on phone beri often. i noe u love ur mum. i noe ur aunt is an ass. and many many more
i jsut hope i noe evrything about u ! wadever u liek wad problems u have ! remember evry single thing in my mind instead of listing it down somewhre.

i had been insensitive alot of the time ! maybe cause i am such a joker !
i had all my first to u ! my first time writting a long post for a girl . my first flower to a girl. and many other first that i had done with u and many other first's thth i want to do tgt with u.
and i want to let u noe that all those tears that i dropped for u just is worthwhile if it would show how much i love u and how much i cared for u. i am alwaes happy with u by my side and alwaes be happy with u by my side.

i been having problems in sch and having problem in the family lately and i am trying my best to be able to work all these things out and make sure evrything goes the right way, the way it should be. i cant slp without listening to ur voice evry night. i cant live without hugging u and feeling ur warmth. i cant smile without u showing me cute faces, my life is onli colourful when ure here !

and BABY I LOVE U ALOT! ! ALWAYS HAD AND ALWAYS will ( sry for using ur sentence bud i couldnt think of anithin better )

UR DEAREST BOIFRIEND WILL ALWAES BE DERE WITH YOU AND FOR YOU !

p.s Good luck for ur ENTERPRISE UT TMR dearest Jessie

my mum is naggin me now disowning me as her son ? just becuz i on com for so long ?
FK ! doesnt she unds ? its not tht i dun wanna tell u ! i din meant to on computer for so long ! i jsut realli cant put myself to slp
with all these worries and thoughts on my heart.

I AM SRY MUMMIE.
trying so hard to put myself to slp.

画面不动了情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因让时间停了
在伤心的镜头被停格

电梯不动了爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单飘浮着

无重力腾空慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你你爱我是不是还不够
我不懂为什么付出的全落空
无重力爱坠落粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手还能抓住什么

我爱你你爱我算不算是承诺
全世界都沉默没声音的嘶吼
无重力爱坠落最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我撑到最后

2009-07-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

hais ! my dear is not calling me tonite and i am beri depressed now !

adding on she is AHHH! calling other ppl ! depressed x2

guy summre ! depressed X3
=((

;;[\

2009-07-12T23:22:00.004+08:00

Todae went ah ma hse to eat with aunt they all at bedok ! they came back to visit from HONGKONG ! my cousin became so tall ! almost as tall as me oreadi ! omgosh !

aniwae had my dinner and wanted to go home asap den my mum sae go up awhile -_=
end up drag drag drag waste my time. they took photos for duno wad ! took grp photo ! me with cousin they all etc . zzz den keep sae my hair ! too long lah wad etc ! hais !

reached home oreadi unpack my laptop and charge my phone immediately den on my phone oreadi ! saw dear online den she talk to me oreadi !
had her wait for me or soo long ! RAWR ! my phone batt hai one lurh ! evrytime die on me one ! kns !

talk to her on msn and video called her !
den we went off to play L4D with scooty !

she den got angry cuz me and scooty was shooting her while i find the map to change ! aiyo dear ! sry k ! we were just playing ah ! bu yao sheng qi ah ! <3 ! chill out k =D <3 u

now waiting my mum bath finish my turn oreadi ! cannot contact dear ! she offline and din reply msg ! T.T i miss her !

lately my eye keep hurting i duno why ! left eye den right eye den left eye again ! damn pain sia !

CIAOS

2009-07-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

now ish at the ah ma hse

SATURDAYYY

2009-07-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

Todae is a Fine day ! woke up at arund 10 ! which was very late ! cuz suppose to meet baby at 11 ! my mum forget wake me up at 7 hoho! ended up late like alwaes ! feel so bad for being late all the time ! RAWR i must KICK this habit ! heng is meet at dear hse ! phew !

reached dear hse at about 1230 ! went up and den she wen to bath and stuffs den off we go off to meet the stylish2 blogshop owner to collect my long awaited SHOE! hahaha ! super nice ! wore it the moment i got it and throw my old shoe away hiak hiak hiak !

aniwae was at hougang den went sengkang !! decided todae is buy bag day ! so went to bugis in search for a nice bag ! walk arund here and dre !
i swear bugis junc traffic light which links to bugis street damn FK up i swear ! TMD evryone keep stuck in middle dere ! stupid sia !

aniwae brought one MESSY BAG! from the CUTE lookin promoter which MY DEAR was saying ! hahahaas ! =D JEALOUS~
after buying the messy bag went to sim lim to buy supposedly the deathadder replacement mousefeet ! end up buy one keyboard condom ! hahahaha those plastic rubber thing tht protects ur keeboard from STUFFS U CANNOT KEEP IN UR MOUTH ! hahas

aniwae after that suppose to pei dear go to orchard central find cassandra ! end up she wasnt dere also and din ans call ! we went plaza sing and den CINE din brought anything ! hahaha !
after that jiu went home liao ! hehe ! i want buy alot CLOTHES ! bud NO MONEY ! RAWR!

CIAOS

Woot WEEKENDS

2009-07-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

Another HORRENDOUS week have passed !
its weekends oreadi ! woots ! soo glad that weekend has CAME ! woot !
today had boring day in school ! today left home late bud arrive 1 min b4 915 muahaha ! wasnt late ! hahahaha i am famous for being late for sociology ! hehe ! CDS MAH! friday alwaes wake up late duno why ! maybe its because my body noe weekend coming liao ! sooo slp more !

after law i rush back to woodlands and went to RP to meet baby jessie ! she had her UT ! muaahah ! was waiting outside her class and saw someone familiar ! both liek cannot reconize each other ! soo i din said hi ! hahahaha ! aniwae helped dear install SIMS 3 for a tons of her class mates ! 5 so far i think ! hahaha i became the INSTALL SIM3 SERVICEMAN ! hahahaa WTH

aniwae after finishing all those stuffs ! walked to CWP with dear and her classmates ! den seperated and went home to eat WANTON my mummie cook ! dear tried also bud like doesnt like it hahhaa ! >< lucky my mum duno how to read blogs HEH!

aniwae after eating went out to plaza sing to shop hahaha ! went arund ate the duno wad ! beri NICE SIA ! my dear intro me eat one beri nice food ! bud i forget the name of the shop oreadi ! some fried thingy ! hahahaa

after went to DAISO ! this place is the ultimate IMBAL! super cool ! super nice shits ! and its DIRT CHEAP!

i swear i gonna go VIVO's DAISO ! soooo much bigger ! SO MUCH more things to buy MUAHAHAHA All 2$ onli ! muahahah ! i sound so cheapo LOL! hahahaha
brought several stuffs ! the most cute is the GLOW in the dark ruler ! i also duno buy for wad sia ! brought for my sister use ! hahaha such gd brother i am hahaha ! ><

my dear seem to be aslp now ! hahaha ! shes tired ! had cramps the whole day siak her !
DEAR AH U AH! takkaire of urself ah! dun drink so much cold water if u noe ur period coming ah ! if not ur dear now xin tong see u keep having cramps ! me loves Jessie loads

CIAOS

My dedicated post for my one and only

2009-07-09T23:12:00.005+08:00

I have dedicated my THIS post for my one and only bestest most ultimate IMBAL caring super cutie SUPER GIRLFRIEND!

i am not exaggerating ! shes really that SUPER! dun believe ? i also duno how to prove to u ! shes just sooooo super to me !

i have been meeting my Girlfrnd almost evryday in the week. evry single day i see her my mood just sky rocketed ! just feel so delighted whenever i see her! cant help but just STARE at her and SMILE sooo widely ! den she will go " WHAT ! why look at me lidat !" hahahas den i will go " NOTHING" ! hahahas she just look so cute when shes in daze and acting funny

her ability to make me laugh and make me feel comfortable is just sooo great ! there isnt a single time that she ever fail in making me smile and making me laugh. whenever she make sumthing funny i will go laughing non stop ! den she will sae I SIAO! hahahaha bud she is really damn funny lurh !

not only that lurh she is UBER CARING CANS ! whenever she see me tired yawns she will ask me if i was tired, whenever i say where pain whre pain she will go see wherever i am pain ! something trying to heal it by hitting it ! but yea! still helping rights ! hahaha =P !

STILL GOT MORE ! she super duper care for hes boifrnd's finiancial status, knowing that sometimes i no money she will offer to pay for herself or even pay for me ! summre when i recieved my pay i offered to help me pay for her blog shopping stuffs she also dun want spend my money !

shes alwaes making sure i am feeeling Loved and feeling assured. just feel so secured with her ! all her hugs her kisses just soooo reassuring ! makes me melt evrytime she hugs me .

recently shes was running low on her mood ! bud i promise i will always be there for her and make sure things turn out right ! and alwaes she would hang a Big wide smile on her face ! i will try my best ! i had not sucess so much bud i will try even HARDER! make her smile make her laugh is my MISSION! my OBJECTIVE ! MY DUTY ! as her one and only boifrnd !

i love her very much ! shes just more then just any typical girl or any typical Girlfrnd shes as mention above the best u can Ever find ! if ure reading this ! SHES MINE ! MUHAHAHA all mine oreadi ! PROPERTY OF MASON NG ! too bad u came too late ! muahaha ! especially A&%&# ! hehe !

i will 敬我的全力作你最完美的男朋友
你是我一切的一切
也是我唯一拥有的一切

p.s for my dearest evr in this whole wide universe and beyond ! JESSIE SYX

什么让人傍徨
让人慌张
我不怕
因为有你的爱
在我的心中荡漾
新的行装
放在手上
放逐他
我靠在你身旁
将眼泪都释放
也曾跌跌撞撞
也曾受伤
你的温暖是一扇窗
像天空都降下了希望
I FALL IN LOVE
我最爱的人
在这个黎明时分
你给的吻
它洗清所有的泪痕
我的灵魂
I FALL IN LOVE
我最爱的人
一辈子不要转身
你的认真
它抚平所有的伤痕
CAUSE I REALY FALL IN LOVE
什么让人傍徨
让人慌张
我不怕
因为有你的爱
在我的心中荡漾
新的行装
放在手上
放逐他
我靠在你身旁
将眼泪都释放
也曾跌跌撞撞
也曾受伤
你的温暖是一扇窗
像天空都降下了希望
I FALL IN LOVE
我最爱的人
在这个黎明时分
你给的吻
它洗清所有的泪痕
我的灵魂
I FALL IN LOVE
我最爱的人
一辈子不要转身
你的认真
它抚平所有的伤痕
CAUSE I REALY FALL IN LOVE
☆www.50004.com☆
I FALL IN LOVE
我最爱的人
在这个黎明时分
你给的吻
它洗清所有的泪痕
我的灵魂
I FALL IN LOVE
我最爱的人
一辈子不要转身
你的认真
它抚平所有的伤痕
CAUSE I REALY FALL IN LOVE

CIAOS

Impactful

2009-07-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

因为我太在乎
你说的一切

Depressed

2009-07-09T00:25:00.005+08:00

Some words are just so painful to hear.
i duno wads wrong bud yah. somehow u just feel insecure.
i love u !

Anyway thanks dear for being dere for me TO HUG and stuffs ! shes alwaes dere within my reach when i need her ! bud sometimes i am not dere for her cuz i am busy with sch ! its soo unfair to her ! tsk tsk ! i will be dere alwaes as much as i can . ! <3333

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE ! MASON IS A OPTIMIST!

Ciaos

2009-07-07T23:24:00.003+08:00

i have decided to blog even duh i was sooooo HAHA reluctant to ! =D

well ! having a tough week ! it was pretty hard to pull through and i am struggling very very very hard !

all these because of the DAMN FK UP education system ! i shuldnt have choosen this course in the first place anyway ! its FKING EFFING IMBAL BLOODYHELL hard sia ! soo fking complicated ! summre it sooo not my scene can ! fking dun like wadever i am doing now ! and my mum is fking irritating lately ! pissing me off evry night ! evrything is jsut so chaotic in sch and at home !

had a very hard day! GRDV in the afternoon ? i fking left my wallet in canteen ! heng is own ppl took ! arbo gone liao !

GRDV ! i study 1 term oreadi ! now den i noe wth i am doing ! i ask one of my classmates and one of my teacher to coach me PERSONALLY! super gd hor ! cuz evrone noe except me -_=
was chatting with dear while doing my project alt tabbing all arund ! reply somewhat slow ! hais ! den she told me about her class de things bud i din saw it cuz teacher was liek teaching right beside me ! hais den she went to complain to other guys instead which totally broke my heart ! especially HIM! well ! its my bad also ! she realli pekcek over the maths ! i noe how annoying it is to not unds a shit the teacher is teaching ! gone through tht evry single lesson !

i am now struggling with my studies ! its SHIT seriously ! i am jsut planning to pass my diploma
and graduate ! i am fking stressed now ! *depressed*

well ! i hope things would get better ! bah !

and last of all ! I LOVE MY GF ! <333333333 mani !

CIAOS

My dearest !

2009-07-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

went out todae with BI! to TOWN! brought her stuffs for 2nd mth ANNI!
and as i promised i fold 30 heart each month =D

muahahaha

anyway dear dedicated the whole POST FOR ME ! soooo super touched by her ! <3 her to the infinity and beyond until no place to go liao!

<3333

XOXO, ( sounds familiar ?)
my heart is sweet liek honey now ! *melts* LOL!

Love u for life!~

2009-07-05T21:57:00.004+08:00

Woo ! finally came back home oreadi!

Had a long day ystr ! first went to met with dar for lunch den went CWP to buy present for my mummie ! went to action city and brought this massaging Thingy for mummie !

den went back with dar to my hse and ate dinner at my hse =D ! mummie says Dear seem like a very gd girl =DDD

den went off to ton at dear's hse ! her mummie went overseas =D
was at her hse doing stuffs slacking arund ! she keeps msging this guy ! tsk ! dun realli feel gd seeing her msg tht guy whom like her TSKTSK ! =X,
dint stayed up late cuz dear went to slp earli cuz her medicine made her drowsy and she fell aslp !
i played games for awhile went went to slp also oreadi! woke up quite late in the morning !

now i am back to my HOME OREADI ! woot !

ate my dinner and chatted with my mummie !
bud now is online chatting with my dear ! she seem pissed and sian over sumthing bud i duno wads it ! maybe i did sumthin wrong !

hope she feels better soon ! she said she dun feel liek meeting me tmr ! bud i realli wanna see her tmr ! cuz for the rest of the week she would be quite Bz with sch stuffs and i am going to miss her alot !

2009-07-05T02:04:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!
At dear's hse now =DD

dear is slping so soundly now imma so bored

must be the medicine she ate just now made her drowsy

XDDD

2009-07-03T01:06:00.006+08:00

Woohoo! suddenli got this urge to blog!

today sch uber boring lah ! literally go sch play game =D lessons time = game time
anyway ! after lesson meet with bi to go collect pay at FUNAN ! FKING DAMN lz go dere
den reach dere kena disappointed! last day the sales suppose to be 10 end up became 9 ! den lost 50$ incentive plus tht machine de 10$ commision FK!
lidat jiu 60$ fly ! tmd

collect pay oreadi went town with bi. OTW met so mani colleague tht worked at IT FAIR. LOL!
Bloody hell all forget my name summre ! gt one even better ! sae :"EHH! tht wadever hes name is one ". -____=

hmm! nothing much happened for this week actually !

went out with baby for many of the days going random places like town e-hub etc
shopped watch movie slack ate with her ! hahaha almost evrydae also see my baby lurh!
hahaha cuz i too miss her liao ! must see evryday den song ! tmr wouldnt be able to meet her le ! bud nvm ! SATURDAY and SUNDAY I BOOKING HER LIAO =DD

Now 1 plus oreadi ! the tiredness getting to me liao !
dear is aslp oreadi ! guess i will slp sn also ! must wait hair dry dammit!

tmr gt sociology and law ! sians siols duno why the heck i go choose law for wad
SUPER KNS ! fking dun liek one guy in the class also ! he open mouth talk i pek cek oreadi! feel liek slapping him sia ! sooner or later!

recently my computer is starting to lag alot !
upon investigation !
i noticed this

this is EPIC! my computer running on some ancient ram ! WTH man !

this week spend quite alot money liao ! brought a watch shoe etc also forget i brought wad oreadi! tsktsk ! money fly T.T

MUST SAVE MONEY LIAO LAH! now waiting cheque to pass den must return ppl MONEY ! shito !

CIAOS

ANIMALFIED

2009-07-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

LAZY LAZY TO update !

i miss my baby ! bud shes liek dun wanna call me ! rawr!RAWR!rawr!

Aniwae shes also calling me URANG UTAN NON STOP ! RAWR! rawr!

Love u for life!~

2009-07-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

You are all i need dear!
this is a tough time bud
we will pull through it and work things out

Love you always

Routine

2009-06-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

Todae is Monday !
Damn sian !
woke up late ! rush liek no mother business lidat ! almsot forget take phone ! bud battery left 2 bar ! G_G ! sit my father lorry damn sians ! evrytime also slp on hes lorry one ! den nvm ! he slp also ! suddenli will jerk one ! xia si ren man!

reach sch go IN3D see tht FATSO !
BTH my lecturer face sia ! fking irritating face ! hes attitude sucks also
den he was absent last week i go ask him how come nvr come [actualli meaning why u nvr die ]
LOL! sians den attend hes lesson i also lz to hear liao ! speaking exactly word for word from book!
Lousy teacher ! hes methods not beri gd also !
GOOGLE can tei si him oreadi!

10 plus into the lesson so bored den my dear called me ! told her i wun be doing proj le so can go her hse ! den right when i was on the phone !
the idiot teacher did sumthin RANDOM!
he got angry or duno wad one den walk out of class
we were like BYE BYE !
dun even bother ! den its the end of class ! way b4 11 release liao !
if evry mon also lidat so gd siols !

todae saw quite a no. of ppl ! all couple with ppl i nvr see be4 O.o i outdated liao !
hahahas !

went to DEAR HSE ON 23 ! da bao NASI LEMAK for her and ate at her hse ! movie movie and more movie at her hse ! slacking arund doing nth ! hahahas went home at 6 bud board 966 at 7 plus . the fking bus all 3 tht came full ! TMD ! hai me sit at bustop for liek almost 1 hr. den on bus standing JAM SUMMRE TMD! todae realli fking suey ! my whole bus journey ah ! almost going 2.hr plus ! bth !

Totally exhausted todae !
my dear is deeee beri beri best i love her alot alot many many

CIAOS

2009-06-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

All those things u said Hurt my heart soooo sooo much
fking pain now ! its jsut heart wrecking !

2009-06-28T21:48:00.001+08:00

PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE

2009-06-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

我真是个超级超级超级超级超级大白痴

I AM SERIOUSLY SUPER DUPER SRY LAH!

i tot its was just a phrase u used to talk to ppl ! din even noe its wad it suppose to meant !

why cant i beome smarter ! FKING STUPID ! must be tht incident when i am a kid !

BRAIN FKING SLOW ! FKING STUPID ME SERIOUSLY !

Make my dear angry again ! FKING HELL!
i shuld just bang my head on the wall and DIE LAH!

PIANG EH! LIDAT ALSO DUNO ! i realli super duper dumb lah! BTH myself sia

hais

SRY DEAR ! I LOVE U =(

2009-06-28T00:46:00.005+08:00

Dear MUM

MRS LOO IS BACK
shes now Packed with a greater punch
and greater Power
from the producers of MasonNg
COMES
MY MUM!

Starring my mum and me !

Now naggin at all major Homes

p.s a special post dedicated to my mum for waking up and nagging me at such late hours really appriciate her naggin

2009-06-28T00:09:00.004+08:00

大工告成!!

Wahhh, Finally Finish all my blog stuffs ! Lots of Love cum Credits to my Baby for doing up this blog for me ! looks exactly like hers >< bud not as nice ! muahaha bud nvm ! mines SHOOO funny !
muahahaha

I miss my baby lots ! haven met her for Ages ! 1 dae oreadi ! LOL!

Hope my dear sickness get well sn !
hurts me to see u sick !
get well sn k dear !

CIAOS~!
Rin~

Full of luv

2009-06-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

Yay! Finally done editing with all these codings and stuffs. Mason Ng, you better thank me for all these ok! I spent my time doing all these when I can watch channel 56! Tsk tsk tsk.

Since I'm done, I'm gonna switch back to my account! Luvvvvvzxs.

xoxo,
Jessie